i should be sending my brother to school..but i didn't..
he went school wif my neighbour next block..
then should take him bu my dad say he's taking him so i can go oout on time...
but feel so guilt right now..hmm...
the feeling right now is so much diff then few months ago...
it's really torturing me....i never feel this way before..
it's really scary...more scarier than seeing a ghost...
4 days to go...then the following day is the big day for me...
it decides my fate whether i went through or nnot...
very frightening day ever to me...ergh!
i really hope it comes out good or maybe nit bad..but if not...it will be disapointing...
whatever it is..i need to accept it and it's not the end of my journey for my future...
there still other path that lead to success too...i'm jus making myself feeling better right now...
sometimes the emotion really unstable...i feel like crying,angry,happy and everything trying to come out together but it mixing together to make me confused...or even make me be who i'm not...
got to go..need to be ready..hmm

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