Friday, October 29, 2010
omg,i didn;t believe i got this swollen eye! n is hurting so badly like damm fucking bad!
the doctor gave me two medicine..one is the cream for my eyes which make my eye vision so damm blur! n is so sticky! wth! and the antibiotic is really smell weird! after consume the tablet, i feel like throwing up...uwek! hate it man eating all this medicine stuff...oh ya! the doctor intend to poke my inner eyelid cause he say there a hump in there n if he poke..the curing will be 100 percent..but right is wif needle..n i'm scare! so reject right away..lol! i got mc for yesterday like for half day..i feel like my eyeball gonna drop any moment at time...haiya...this is really so dammm torturing!! Today start a day by wearing a cap to school! unbelivable!
the cap is damm hot pink n is very shiny at the front side! the main thing of wearing is not letting people notice my swollen eye n also try to avoid the sunlight... but the hot pink cap attract people attention! lol..ok then we had effective writting..lol ..quite cool..ok ah...i think i mus sit inside often cause the more i sit outside where i have space to roam around..i will be like walking around and jus walk..lol caught in action by the tutorial teacher...lol! k watever...then waited for drama..n saw niki.. we went mac n have dinner n then i msg sarah whether i need to come n she say no need...zzz..i should msg her before hand..nvm...then after that went home...got bad dammm terrible headache...like seriously i can't even like eat even though i'm hungry..i went straight to bed...thank godness...i'm ok now...better ...
hmm..let's side track..i have no idea why this feeling came to me...i know is wrong in alll ways but i can't help it..i am tryng to avoid it..oh allah..help me pls...i really need ur help...i dun want be like that but this devil are trying to pull me,...pls help me...i jus confused n i' trying to change it also..i working hard n putting effort for all this... hmm..i know lar this is so disgusting..n yea..i admit it is...yea..but how?? tell me pls! give me a solution!
i jus dun get it!
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