term break is really hectic, i have no life! my life full of projects! i'm sick of projects! but i still need to go through it..project is the only source that can help me pass my overall gpa. i'm sucks! i am really2 sucks!
but i try my best okie! hmm...i don't know why this few days,i have been really different. different? as in my character. i get angry easily. i will curse and swear which i dun do it actually. like seriously! i really dun understand why life must be this way. i just don't know why my parents really want me into this course. eventhough i get the chance of choosing it, i know, i won't get it if they don't want me to get it. urgh! i know they love me but this is not what i want! this is not what i really want in my life. okie...watever lar kan...i really feel like crying..ok! i'm good at it! so what! i feel this stress for long time already. i think one day i will become crazy girl or maybe under depression. i think i am now under depression. sometimes people say someone who never get angry before is much more fierce and violent then people who usually get angry easily. i feel bad just now.i just left my family and went to the room.. i'm so sorry.. just that i need to do my work which is really fucking irritating. why on earth the school need to give loads of work! only for 2 weeks!

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